As the two week date approaches, I'm beginning to get that terribe, negative feeling again. What if he doesn't call? What if my feelings are true? What do I do after Monday? I hate when I feel like that.
I know that I have to wait. Three more days left. I hate feeling like I'm waiting. I still lack energy. I still have to push myself to get out of the door to do something fun or to exercise or to be creative. As my friend tells me, I'm quiet.
I really want to take this time to get in shape, but I have to be able to afford it. Since the 'd', I have gained 15 - 20 lbs. I'd be happy to take ten lbs. off.
This is what I want to concentrate on ... not sorry me.
