I do think I'm being a coward on some of it - hard to admit. Especially S22's dad. As for my family, that's fear of the unknown. But the irons in the fire are mixed up in that too.
Me 47 Ex H 46 Bomb 9/02 D final 3/04 Ex H now married to OW
------------ This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!