Hi JS. I never knew you were such a scaredy cat. Afraid your laptop might explode if you go to the wrong site? Big brother? LOL

Good to see you. Nice to have an old friend out there to listen to me ramble.

I'm just so scared. Of what? I don't know.

Fear of not being accepted perhaps? Why should that even matter?

Fear of facing the past? Possibly.

Maybe it's a little bit of both, and more. I dunno.

I know part of is has to do with how busy my life is right now. Back in college, work is kicking my butt (yeah what else is new). So...is it lack of time? LOL. I doubt it. Lack of focus maybe. But I do think that being busy makes it easy to make excuses.


Me 47
Ex H 46
Bomb 9/02
D final 3/04
Ex H now married to OW

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This is surviving. There is no such thing as a normal life, there's just life. So get on with it and enjoy it!