M, This is a public forum and is to be used to help others. Do not stop posting. This is your thread, your life, your situation and how you deal w/it is your business. Your experiences have been a huge help to others. Your faith has been strong and you must not allow any of us to sway you from posting.
Remember...each of us deals w/our situation in a different way. Many frowned upon the way I dealt w/my situation...but you know what? They did not walk in my shoes, live my life or paid my bills. I answer to only one other person besides myself...that is the man up above.
So, please reconsider posting...
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
