I was hoping someone could help me with this...

[volleydog]

Hijack any time you like doesn't bother me in the least.

I have done the steps and tried to make amends with W as much as she will let me.

Something I was thinking about last night and I'm not sure if it's normal or not...As I was watching TV I realized how hard, if we get back together, it's going to be to have my family back. I've fallen into a new life where's it's just me except every other weekend and that sort of scares me...

Well today is the W's birthday and we are going to dinner with the kids, should be fun. I'm hoping but not getting my hopes up that she'll invite me back to the house after dinner...We'll see.

One more thing I was pretty happy yesterday she called and asked me if I could take her and the kids sledding since her car was snowed in, too bad mine was too. I told her if she would have called earlier I would have gotten it out. I had called her around noon to see if she needed anything but got no answer so I thought they went sledding so I didn't leave a message.

Things like this make me think we are slowly moving forward but another part thinks about the fact she wouldn't have asked me if her car wasn't snowed in...I guess it's better than not calling at all.