I felt rich naej and you know it/felt it. I 've been honest, I felt like I had won the lottery after a million jackpots. My heart was full. But I am no kid. Some fairy tales do NOT have happy endings. As much as I wish things were different my fairy tale was one of the those. But I was lucky. Some people, most, dont have that, never live that. It was the most wonderful thing I could have hoped for. And I say that fully aware of how people's judgment can be affected by the new and different. This was NOT the case. And consciously at least I am trying to stay away from comparisons. In any case, H has the opportunity, being here, being my kids father, with our past, our love of the past, to save the donkey...
