You have not walked in my shoes and I have not walked in yours. Suffice it to say, if you have faith like you say you do, then my only comment is to go back and re-read your Bible. There is plenty to say about divorce, adultery, judging and so on. Stick with your faith and pray. You will have good days and you will have bad days. Your husband will have bad days and he will have good days.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19