Just wanted to say thanks again for responding to my thread. I will keep a check on yours too and if I can offer any advice I will. If nothing else tell you what I did wrong.

One thing I just read and it really struck me. You said you were such a strong SOB in every other aspect in your life. I am too, and it disgusts me to be so weak when it comes to my ex. If any other person on this planet had treated me this way, I would have told them to kiss my ass a long time ago. But here I am hanging on every word she says and looking foolish.