Hi Maria (((())))
Wherever you are going will be the same as you had in your mind a while ago I think / feel.
You just took a detour to sit and ponder, gather strength and consult the map!
(gosh I am beginning to sound like Forrest) Hope you understand what I mean.
I still think it has to do with the "settling" discussion a while ago.
Some will, some just can't. No right ,no wrong. It is just a case of being true to who we know we are and not being who others think we should be.
I have confidence that you will be just fine.