Hi Maria (((()))) Wherever you are going will be the same as you had in your mind a while ago I think / feel. You just took a detour to sit and ponder, gather strength and consult the map! (gosh I am beginning to sound like Forrest) Hope you understand what I mean. I still think it has to do with the "settling" discussion a while ago. Some will, some just can't. No right ,no wrong. It is just a case of being true to who we know we are and not being who others think we should be. I have confidence that you will be just fine.