I am very down today. I feel a deep sense of loss and hopelessness. I really miss my wife and I can't stop reminiscing over old times. I feel so empty and lost in all of this, and what hurts even more is that I don't see the same sense of loss or pain in her. I guess it makes sense, afterall this is what she wants. I just don't know what to do or where I see my life going. I really miss our life together and I want it back more than anything, but I don't see that happening, at least not any time soon. I'm just feeling very down today.
