Wow ... is this something else.
I am grateful for you all and your support.
He ....
I will explain in the morning.
He has not hit bottom?
But guess what Cinco , he knows I am serious @ respect.

I pray it is not a cycle again. He listens and sounds like the man I love and then boom he goes nuts again.?????????
He is holding on so hard to his story and his hurt that his knuckles are white.
And me for a change?
I am holding onto myself/
And that I am beautiful and deserve to be treated with love and respect.

Love you guys,
Ali