The things that he says to you. It makes me sad to hear that you are back at square one with him again. He is still too blinded by drink, blinded by anger to see the love that is there for him if he will just open his eyes.
I know you have compared me with him many times but I have never spoken that way to my W. I can't even imagine disrespecting her in that way. There is no respect from him Ali.
I know you love him so... but really Ali if he is demanding that you change when he is the one that is so screwed up right now. How can this work out for you and be right again until he is right within himself?
Remember when we thought he might have hit rock bottom months ago? I don't think he has hit the bottom yet. He may never bottom out. You deserve so much better than what he is throwing you. You are such a sweetheart, you really are.
I will be praying extra hard for you Ali.
Cinco
I know... he is so full of hate it seems. he told me he is done with me and to never call him again. Thanks for the prayers Cinco.
