I did say I was sorry but she said she didn't want to hear it. So I stopped. Usually by now we have a talk and she tells me how I hurt her. So far no talk. Just akwardness. She's come out of it a little but nothing to hang my hat on. So for now I just wait and eat crow for what I said. This I expect. The wait is the killer of the whole thing. I am obsessed about me. I didn't ask for these problems. Yes, I was hurt deeply and at first she tried to do things to make everything ok but I didn't take to it. I still wanted answers to my questions and for that it furthered my anger when she didn't tell me anything. So I'm trying to be myself. Like before without feeling sorry for myself. Trying hard to move on and not obsess but its hard. Now that I've pushed her what do I do to make things right? Wait and see and hope time heals her pain? Say something? Anyway my head hurts and I'm getting to the point of being tired of all of this crap. Guess whatever happens happens. Not sure why she returned call back to OM w. Tired of guessing. Tired of it all. Now WHat?
