Yes I have read it. I have also read STOSNY You dont have to take it anymore How to improve your Marriage w/o talking about it. I have also been doing " the Work " with BYRON Katie and the Audio book. I need your love is that true?
You have posted to me in the past OT I dunno if you remember. I have been working hard and in my ignorance I have learned many things and yet?
To be honest ?
Nothing is " working " and I hate even using that word? I am doing my best and he is just stuck on anger and self righteousness. Maybe I am too? i dont even knwo anymore.
I do nothing for him and I am the cause of his pain and I have never ever made him feel loved. he says this all the time. And threatens to leave me every 3 months and now it has been every 3 weeks after a period where we got along just awesome. This is why he left and had OW and the Famous tattoo of her name w/ in 3 weeks.
I was just feeling like a loser a month ago. I am not.. I know this to be true. But still , nothing seems to work and hwen it does he pushes me away. he is very verbally abusive. Very stubborn.. he has good points trust me , I have faults so does he but I feel like I am banging my head against a wall. You can read more in detail at EDITED - ADVERTISING is NOT ALLOWED. You must comply with the DivorceBusting.com Board Rules if you would like to continue the privilege of posting here. It has kept me sane and open to what I could do. I hope to grow up one day and be as wise as you love. I am wise but I let my heart get in the way!~!~
