Midwestern Girl 1/25/09

[MidwesternGirl]

H just called me and put me in tears. I could not help it.

He asked how much I can contribute toward the house payment this month and I said I could not. Then he got on me because I have sold stuff (books) online and some were his. He said, what happened to all of the money you have been making? I told him that is has gone toward postage, supplies, stuff that is needed around here, etc. Then he said it is not fair that I have sold his things (he told me to sell them but never said he wanted a cut of what I made) and he has not seen a dime of it.

Then he asked how much I get in unemployment and I told him ($90/week) and I told him that is used to pay bills and groceries.

Then I just started crying and he said it makes him mad that nobody can ever get ahead. I kept my mouth shut but he could tell I was very upset.

THen he said he would be over a little later and apologized for upsetting me.

I think I will go into hiding again today when he is here.