You sound so lonely in what you wrote. I know there is nothing you can do to make him feel you or hear you. But, hopefully your good energy will overpower him eventually, and he will choose to open his eyes and his heart.
Stay open, Ali! His reactions may wound you for a time, but they won't destroy the wonderful you.
Lucky
Hmm? Thanks for the lonely part. Yeah, I guess I am and, I didn't think too much about it ? WOW~ I feel content but lonely in the thought that I cannot love him enough to make him happy. B/c that is true. I will no longer put that weight on my shoulders. That is somehow I am special enough or "do "him enough with the right shoes on ? POOF~ Milagro ~ Happy hubby.
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Stay open, Ali! His reactions may wound you for a time, but they won't destroy the wonderful you.
God bless you for this "revelation". I do close up shop when he wounds me... WOW~ have done it for years and then say I am open. I am "working " on this too.