Well, I have an appointment with my C today. I'm not looking forward to telling her about last Friday and the big blow up with the kids thinking they saw him with XOW.
I guess I am afraid that she will wonder if I am being naive and in denial, like S19 said at the time.
I also want to go over some of this stuff about PTSD with her.
Anyway, it's time to start a new thread soon. Wolfie will be moved back in tomorrow by the time I get home from work. That is going to feel weird. I have missed him so much--dispite his spending most all of his free time with me all of this time. I worry that I won't be enough--that I will say or do something wrong and he will leave again. I worry that all of the messy, noisy, annoying day-to-day things about living in a house with 3 teenagers will be too much for him after having his own place.
Yikes, I am worrying about things that I have NO CONTROL over! Guess what it really boils down to is that I am afraid.
