When your stbx moves back in, be yourself. Don't walk on eggshells trying to hard.
Some people find it weird after all I have been through with my stbx but he and I are really good friends now. Don't know how long that will last but for now, it is what I need. It makes the letting go and moving on so much easier.
I'm not even going to 'try' anything. Being myself makes the only sense. I will be as pleasant or as unpleasant as I feel at the time.
No more blaming her for what she's done. No more lack of forgiveness to her or me.
Luckily I have IC session tonight. I can set some clear goals and boundaries.
My anxiety is really high this morning, but that's because of work pressures. They will get better as the days progress.
I am so grateful for all the support I'm getting. It still feels weird because I don't believe I deserve it. I'm trying to remember 'as ye sow, so shall ye reap'. I must have 'sowed' a lot of good karma. Thank you all.
