Yes the OM W knows. She said it was just dirty talk and no big deal. She just doesn't know how dirty it got. Thick headed. That I didn't take time out for my wife and I to remain close and spend time together. I would work or not do activities and stuff like that. Work to a lot of my time. You know that old story I'm 39 and she's 36. Last night was a bit better. We talked about the remodeling and this and that. Small talk I guess. Also this morning we talked a some about the same stuff. What do you want to know about me? What I'm looking for is support to get me past all of this and feel good about my M. Reading your responses have been a lot of help. So for now I am giving my W time to heal from my name calling and hoping that with each passing day I can show her I'm moving on. Like I said before. Just trying to be COOL with everything. Just like the Fonz....It's not easy though. I've been real uptight and kinda walking on egg shells.
