Tal, First, your picture is beautiful. I'm amazed to see the photos of our BB friends. I look at the faces of the people on this board and see their outward beauty and then go on to 'hear' their pain....it's so damn sad.
I understand the pain and confusion associated with dreams...I have 'day dreams' like that sometimes that send me spiralling into depression. At times, it's even difficult to sort out what's real and what's imagined because they intertwine so often. I can also relate to needing to "hear" their voice sometimes, just to quiet the fears whirling around in our heads, only to get no answer on our call which further spins our imagination out.
This whole thing is a horrific web of flashbacks, fears and hopefilled dreams that constantly bump up against each other blurring the line between reality and imaginings. T2
