Thanks Snodderly.....

I know he has to walk this journey himself....I just have a hard time sometimes...I didn't bring up the not having son for 2 weeks...I just asked him if he could take him...I am learning what I can say and not say....it took some time to learn that but I'm getting better....I do hope someday he realizes how much I really did love him and my family...still do....I'm moving forward...I think....one day at a time...

Sometimes I wish I could be in his little head and see what's going on...would be fascinating....their little brains must be working overtime...

If that's the way he wants his life to be then so be it...I want happiness and love....I have a lot of love to give. It's part of my makeup....I'm touchy, feely...and I tell you how I feel....you never know when your last breath will come and I want everyone I love to know I do....I tell my children every day...

so as always you give me such good advice....that's why I come here to vent....

you all are the best... ;\)


Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity