Jeff, It's the mlc thinking mode about the girl friend. Keep in mind, she's had a boy friend, thus in her mind, you should have one as well, if you aren't telling her what you are doing. It's crazy, but that's the way they think...it's called projection.
Keep up the good work! The magaine reward was beautiful!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
