I know exactly how you feel....today is 1 year since H moved out and my stomach is just churning....I can't believe a year has passed so fast...I know in the beginning of all this I thought he would wake up and come home in a few weeks and then the bombs and the hurt kept coming...I knew in my heart he wouldn't come home...
I have NEVER called the OW..Ohhh I've wanted to but I have been the bigger person in all this...they both know what they did was wrong..let them fight the demons....
Anyway....you're not alone...hang in there....
(((hugs)))
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity