Well tomorrow I should be receiving text from H about "who is my atty". Not sure if I should just not respond or let the sheriff chase me with the papers. Really hate this idea of divorce. H always says "this is my choice", what happened to my choice.
D15 came home with migraine...again.. Making doctor's appt for her. I know most of it is from stress from all of this nonsense. I feel for her. H has not seen her in over a month -- her choice. Sometimes I wonder if it is making it easy for him. No responsibilities of the house, family, dog -- just hang out with OW, drink and go out. Of course I am sure he figures his responsibilites are met because he writes that check every 2 weeks.
Gee did I take my "bitter pill" today?
At work, I can see that the climate has changed. No one asks about H. It must be the worst kept secret there. Either the company is investigating and word is getting around or the rumor mill is working overtime. I am giving it till the end of the week and I don't see any progress from mgmt I need to move it up the line.
It is such a stressful time waiting for the official D papers and having to act on them and waiting for work exposure to hit the fan. Everyone keeps telling me how strong i am. I feel like I am crashing. Some days this board brings me the only comfort I know.
Thanks to everyone that checks in on us that are struggling.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
