Trying to let go........with love!

[Silent Chrleader]

[[[[[BM]]]]]

I know, BM, I know I can't call. I don't know of what I could say that wouldn't be pathetic and needy, and that's not who I want to be.

I know that he has to "explore" and I know that no one will ever love him like I do. I have to trust that he will figure that out, and if he doesn't I have to love him enough to let him go. I know this. I really do.

Even I have gone out and socialized with other men, like when I went dancing Friday night.

But today, it just hurts.