Hi T thanks for dropping by my thread a while ago.
I sometimes feel my M is one great big power struggle and some of what I've read of your sitch really hits home with
me.
You certainly are no DB failure (maybe a little bit frustrated one right now)and don't worry about bumming any body out I think it's important to feel the range of all the emotions (and normal too) for if you don't you are not truly living life! Take care C.