ok...my H went to his therapist yesterday. He came back with all kinds of thoughts and questions for me. His therapist game him a few things to ask me for my H's benefit...just so he would know.
He wants to know good points and bad points I see in him.
He wants me to tell him how I have handle things since he has been gone.
He wants to know how I have changed.
His therapist has told him that he is a very unique person in how he handles things.
(I think that is a nice way of saying he is weird even though that has been established! lol)
The Therapist asked my H what kind of relationship do we have now. My H told her that we have a good friendship. We are comfortable around each other, we joke and play around. SHe classified us as having a really good friendship now. The question is what about the emotional part. The things in my opinion that come from being around each other more.
Im wondering if this is what was missing from our marriage, The friendship. I do know that me and my H talk alot more and communicate way more than we ever did when we were married.
But I also find myself confused on some things. I wonder about the emotional part. I dont know if I just need to fall back inlove with him or maybe I never was? I dont know. I just have mixed emotions about him coming back. Will I be able to love him the way I use too? Im scared of that.
Anyway, I am going to try to just leave that in the Lord's hands.
I am going to work on that list of good and bad points though.
Where O where do I begin????
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
