I was thinking that some of your worries, fears of negatives about the R at this juncture sound perfectly natural, considering the A and you being S for a year.. so its a moving target right, it would need work, to fix it, to restore that trust and your faith and belief in him as an honourable, honest guy.. because he has damaged your view of him, not only the R and you have lost respect.. so remains to be seen if it can be fixed, if he can do whats needed and if you want him to !! So many unknowns...
As for what he can give you anway, as a man and a H... you have had 12 years to get to know him and so far, he hasnt changed right, guess you have to face that one in the cold light, is this him, is he going to stay this way, is it enough??
These WAS really do open Pandoras box by leaving hey. xxxx
