Dont be afraid, I realised that a breakthrough moment for me months ago was when I stopped being afraid of being alone, again I realise now fear is misleading me at the moment, I bet you feel fear about the future also. Fear of the unknown. Jeff, I can only imagine how your life will change when you will find someone to appreciate you (you really need to stop cluttering), when you will stop walking on eggshels to avoid conflicts and quarels, you will feel free as we all did when we moved out of the house of our parents for the first time...
