I know my W loves me. What I said to her hurt her deeply I can see and feel from her. I'm hoping I haven't ruined what we started to build back. Yes, I'm being selfish and want all of it to be golden now and not later. I'm doing the best to forgive and move on. I think I've finally realized my W's sorry for whatever happened. She's been nothing but great since I found out. It took me awhile to get this far but like I said I hope I haven't set our M back. Just curious if this is normal or is there more underlying to her anger for me for what I called her and wanting her being the way she was before I said what I said out of anger. Not meaning what I said. All of this happened last Weds night and only has been a few days. But usually by now she's told me how it hurt her and most of the time it only takes a couple of days. If that. That's why I'm a bit concerned.
