You gals always know what I need to hear. THank you so much for always taking the time to post to me. Your thoughts are sooo valuable to me.
Karen, isn't the feeling awful? Like I want a "do over" but can't. I don't feel all that proud, but I know my choice in the end was the right one- to repair my marriage, and I'm so glad I didn't give up.
Kat, you're right. We both know the only one whose view on me matters. No, my H doesn't see me in poor light at all. Good idea about getting a bunch of friends together. Honestly, I see the friends I care about now, it's those ones that you remember from school that you weren't super close to but would like to see again..you know what I mean?...maybe it's not worth it. Bless you for posting to me when you are in such an emotional place right now.
Sara, you are right as usual as well. Guess I'm not worrying about it. I was going through different people and playing in my head what I would say if they said something, and then thinking how they wouldn't say something to my face but everyone would be talking about me. What an awful feeling. I need to just let it all go. Can't think about it. It's high school stuff, you're right.
