I felt like that too. I haven't been a cheater, but I don't think I was that good a mom or wife when I was depressed prob. for 2 years or so. I just look at it as I can't relive or change my past, but just work twice as hard to be the best mom that I can be. You made a mistake, but were so strong to not just cut and run. I think you should be proud of yourself!!! Karen
