Don't get down on yourself. I have made all the same mistakes as well, even after readiing DR. I find now that the my mistakes are not as often now.
Begged, Did that! Pleaded, Did that! Cried, Did that Showed photos of happy times, Did that! Pursued via contact, Did that! Constant R talk, Did that!
My XW called my cell about an hour ago. I didn't answer, I'm in a meeting. She didn't leave a message. No message, so I'm not going to call her back.
Detaching!!!!
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Keep the faith!! One Goal! Thanks CZ me: 34 XW: 29 D: 5 T: 13 M:9 Dday: Sep 18, 08 joint legal and physical custody of child XW recently told me, she d me, cause she tought I would abandoned her!