When the bubble bursts in our favor !

[Cinderellaman]

Cinders...sending you hugs.

I want to tell you what my h has often told me. He said that you never stop thinking about your wife and kids.

I hope so, I truly hope so !..............


Kids spoke to H on the phone tonight. S5 said to him out of the blue...'if ow were to die, who would you go to then?' (of course he wanted his dad to say he would come home again). Don't know what H said to him, but I heard S5 going on and on about it, then saying he thought he should come back to me. I went into the room and said to S5, 'sweety, when the ow dies, daddy will be really old, and maybe he will move into your house then ! Then you can take care of daddy and then it will be your turn to change daddy's diapers!' (we laughed a bit, and S5 told his daddy he was welcome to come live with him and he would be happy to change his diapers.... (I was just trying to change the mood of the conversation, and I think it worked. Once again, I found myself trying to make sure H doesn't think I'm 'feeding' the kids with awful ow thoughts...which I'm truly NOT).

Anyway, still no response from H about my cancelling my birthday celebration.

D7 sent him an email to ask him to join us at a chicken restaurant this Friday for her birthday, he wrote back saying he would LOVE to.

The awful feeling in my tummy has gone away, thank goodness.

sometimes this stuff is so weird and hard....