I know I know............Do you not think I'm trying to move on? I AM. I'm just having a hard time with it. But I understand what your telling me. I've got a new sense of it all after calling my W a whore which I never meant to say and never will again. Now I'm paying the price of her being upset and hurt by my words. This I deserve. I am trying to rectify it by trying even harder. Hopefully it's not to late and I haven't pushed her away. Made a deal with myself to let it go and move on. We have so much to look forward too that I surely wouldn't want to do them without her. So for now I'll just update her mood and what I'm doing to help her ease her anger for calling her a whore. Anyone have a good way of showing her my love without words or flowers? Right now she wouldn't except them?
