TRUSTINGS NEW BEGINNINGS

[cagzmom]

Trusting,

I believe that the memories will linger - they are part of who we are today. and I believe that with forgiveness the sting will not be as deep.

there will be times through our lives when it does come back....when we think we have forgotten all of the hurt, pain and shame and then it will happen. BUT the healing we will have gone through on the way to the memories will allow for the pain to not linger.

I truly believe that IF adn only IF we have worked through our own selves through this that we will not recover for healthy living. WE HAVE TO HEAL completely and maybe just maybe this is another attempt at your mind healing. AND REMEMBER what SATAN would use for evil GOD can use for good....even the horid memories God can use ..you know the mind it will and would like to reak havic on you... but see you know.

Think on these things:
whatever is good, of good report, things that bring you joy not sorrow.

My sister has taught me through this - when my MIND does that garbage to me that i have to do the opposite. Acknowledge the pain (Dont stuff it), hear it ...and now lets walk away from it ok?

The memories flood my mind too my friend -- you know that.

sending you hugs and much much love from the warm south