OK, so I'm about to say something harsh, so please forgive me as its probably due to frustration with my situation, and frustration over Cinco's pain also. As I totally understand and empathize with you Cinco, and don't like to see you beat yourself up! :P
But, I think maybe you need forgive yourself over the affair also.- If you haven't already ( Here's the harsh part coming up )But, what did your W think would happen when she wouldn't touch you?? At this point I just don't think that someone in a marriage has the right to ignore the other to a point of total disconnect and then be hurt and shocked when one strays........... Sorry.
Think Im hurt for both of us, ughh. Hope I don't regret this post tomorrow.
((( Cinco )))
Be back tomorrow to post again. I got an email.. ughhhh!
