I enjoy learning more about relationships through being with my roommate, V. I am learning what to identify and respect within myself and also how to identify and respect what's important to A's indentity.

I also enjoy making my goals for myself and for our R.

I am very grateful for V and his support of who I am and my decision regarding A. V encourages me to talk to A about my regarding my 'fantasy talk' (short and sweet), but he agrees that 'if or when' it is done, it shouldn't take place until I am ready.

I am very grateful for my friendship with E and her husband, C, for the love and support and encouragement.

I am very happy that I am almost out of the funk I was in all of last week. I don't think I will be out of it totally until I get the next call from A...but I expect it. \:\) That's a good thing.

I am making a list of goals, some attainable and some idealistic. I enjoy making it. The purpose is to build a strong identity. I'm feeling good about it.

Next book purchase: I do, again.

Good night!



jojo