I spent the day with H. At his request we went together to a horsey thing and walked around and saw all sorts of friends and networked and made business deals and H was even drumming up some new business. We went to lunch with friends and then spent time with friends at their house. A pretty normal day in contrast to the hellish week we just came thru.

I do wonder if any of this 'new' behavior from H has to do with me telling him I am tired of dealing with the rumors and I don't know what to say anymore.

Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.