Hey K, sounds very insightful and some real breakthroughs for yourself, realising perhaps what you need to do also, for yourself? I liked this bit...
"They told me to quit on the R and concentrate on me alone (both of us). Dream, become what will make me happy and see if H fits in the picture. They said we need to forget the past and abandon preconceived ideas about each other." yep.. let go of the past, start afresh, is that what they mean? A new R? I like the plan to make him book the next session too, very clever.
And so you got a reason as to why he left.. he couldnt take the resposibility! How strange, seeing as you have said it was you that kept the house and family together and running and did most of the childcare and dealing with school and stuff! I wonder what it was about that that he found so challenging!?
