Hahaha.. I knew I'd get a 2x4 for that one! No, I'm fine GFI, I'm great actually, I'm feeling optimistic.. I can see the home stretch now, either way.. and thats the point isnt it, I'm not hanging on forever, he's had an EA, left me, then dated her, its not working out.. so now.. its either, come back and fix this with me and make a commitment at some point, or, I'm not doing this anymore and its over for good. I can see clearly now, its all or nothing and I will be fine either way, I can tell. Anyway, I WANT to get M now. To someone.
BUT.. I do have to get on with some college work, Ive not been doing enough. My tutor kindly gave me an extension on Friday..so I now have 8 weeks to do some work, or if I dont hit it, I will maybe intermit and leave the 3rd year. So, its see if its achievable, or give up. The work has to be in by 20th March.
Which I thought was interesting after what Kalni said on her thread about an 8 week plan. Wierd coincidence.
I also feel that it may take that long for my ex to finish with Helen and be able to start approaching me again, so we'll see what the eclipse brings. See this excellent blog about the eclipse: Priya Kale
