Journaling

Still doing fine. No real changes in my life, few interactions with STBX but comedy more than anything. Think she suspects I'm seeing someone but I swerve the subject without being obvious in doing so.

Seem to be seeing a lot of MOT35 and it's going scarily well. Really didn't see this coming at all and she is soooooooooooo into me which I don't really get. I think I still have a bit of a confidence thing deep down though anyone that knows me would say differently I'm sure. Still dont overly like all the secrecy but it's the only way right now, not sure how long til that changes but we are spending time together so ok.

Soooooooooooo need to get my own place still but renting so expensive it drives me mad

GL to all