Hey guys.. yes, thats why I didnt post it all. After all this time, I was a little underwhelmed to hear the things he said, as though its a surprise to him, the value of what we had, did he really not realise?!?
He said that whenever he does anything with her, or goes anywhere with Helen, he cant help thinking, me and Al went here or did this, whenever he talks to her, he cant help thinking, me and Al talked about this and this is what Al would have said about this... that he cant believe how time flies whenever he speaks to me, it feels like 5 minutes but he looks at the clock and an hour has gone by...that she doesnt get him, or his sense of humour and not in the way that I did (wow, his humour defines him, I am amazed at that one). DURRR !??? We always got on well, I always said we were soulmates.
On the positive side, I was pleased to hear he hasnt spent much time with her, their R was casual and he isnt seeing her very much at all now. I was pretty confused as to why he has been with this long. Also, BMF said he is definetly on the brink of ending it with her and that he believes its to get back with me.
So Kalni, GFI...how would I react? I can see huge positives, I can see that we would have a very 'Jupiterian' R from now on, socialising, friends, holidays, coastal walks, lots of things we should have done more of before. We had both turned in on ourselves and away from each other for our own reasons, but the love and real friendship and understanding is still there..but we would need to be able to get the romantic R back.
So If he wanted back.. he's going to have to make an effort, win me over and I would want to get M, in Cornwall and it would be a weekend wedding by the sea with tonnes of friends! So I am dreaming already. But, realistically, I have to wait and see, like I said. Theres still no telling, but its looking probable now.. and right on the eve of that eclipse!! God I'm good, I really ought to start charging
And yes, I am SOOOO proud of myself for racing in a sail boat! How cool is that !??
