I signed off to early this morning...missed this post. MWG, I can't think of the words to tell you what I am thinking of right now. Awesome doesn't even begin to express it. I am not going to put you on a pedistal...but I want you to know that through your pain and your disappointments I am still able to see what God is doing for you.
I am sorry about your work.
You and your family are in my prayers. I am going to go away for a little while. (I don't have a definition of a little while.) I just need to fully rely on God again and not what is happening in your life and the lives of everyone else on this site to give me hope. When I get my eyes off of Him I get depressed, discouraged, and lonely. So, I know what I have to do.
Keep up the good work and the faith. When it's time - God will lead me back to this site. Keep your eyes on God.