So D9 and I were talking gs cookies today and she tells me "OW wants to order some from me too she told me." all excited about the sale. I'm like I don't know why that stuff still bugs me but it does. I mean I don't say anything; what to say: oh, goodie, dad's girlfriend is going to buy cookies. What a sweetie!!! (I didn't of course). I was also thinking hopefully we can sell her lots of the really high-calorie ones!!! \:\) Yes, I'm a petty person. \:\)

Went to church today (had the same sermon as you Jeff!) They had lunch after church today and some of the people talked about a mission trip they took to Costa Rica in July. They have mission trips every July apparently and helped build a church. I was thinking would be fun to try to do that maybe when D9 is a little bit older.

I was feeling very stressed about the job hunt last night (didn't sleep half the night) and this am and for some reason going to church helped a bunch with that. Trying to leave it up to God as you suggested in your recent post, yoyo, but it's hard sometimes. There is a 30 hour a week job opening at the local community college, and I would have to put D9 in private school most likely as I wouldn't have the time to hs both kids, and just keep it going with S15. I could only pay half the tuition (it would be $500 a month for tuition and bus fees). I figure if I got that job I could pay half, but that would be it so H would have to come up with half. I won't worry about it at this point as prob. unlikely I would even get it. I'm hoping things will just fall into place as they usually do... Karen

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