I think I have still been too busy trying to create disturbances between H and his ow...(by asking him to come over on my birthday, assuming ow would mind)
I think it's time to stop doing stuff BECAUSE of that.
It's hard to shut H out, as I want him in my life, but him popping in once in a while is not HAVING him in my life,...it's just him popping in whenever HE wants.
I think the best thing right now for all of us, is to set him free and let him live his life. That way, I am free to live mine.
Ok, off to visit my dad for his birthday ! xx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
