Am I eternally hopeful or in denial....?

[Silent Chrleader]

Thanks, BG.

I went and ran some errands, and then came home and have tried to call a few of his friends. One friend said he had come there, but wasn't allowed to stay.

I then went over to the house. He wasn't there, or he may have been hiding when he saw me drive up or something , but he definitely has access to it. H isn't there, he's in Seattle this weekend. So S17 is not without the resource to be able to get in out of the rain. There's a nice warm bed and food there. So, I'm not that worried.

Maybe I shouldn't have tried to look for him. He'll likely see that as "weak". He was being a real disrespectful noodnik and he owes me an apology! But, I didn't have to go off the deep end either.

I really do hate this.....