It is all so very hard. Even if we forgive, it is so emotionally painful that you never forget it.

Yes, many of us have been brought together here and we all have made some really great friends.

Nobody else (a few, maybe) would understand these struggles or what our walkaways are doing and why or how we feel.

It has been a very long and painful journey. I see some of these newer people posting and oh, to think back at those times in the very beginning. It is so painful to even go back to those times.

I can only hope and pray that we are in a better place after all is said and done.

The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19