H and BIL comes to hay cows. I went to the basement to paint. When they were done. H came in. I stayed downstairs. He came down the steps with a huge smile. Said "what are you doing, ah painting, pretty" I smiled back said hi what are you up to. He was in a very good mood and really talkative. BIL came down too and we just visited. Then H makes a comment that just ruined it all. He had found out that past employee (that still worked at H's old job, with OW) got laid off and went somewhere else. My first reaction was to ask him how he knew. He didn't say. So knew it came from OW. So it means he was either with her or talked to her. Damb, damb, damb!!!!
What I don't know, doesn't hurt me! Why does he have to make sure I know? Why does he keep on doing this? Maybe it was a slip, but damb it! I am crushed. I am crying. I want to call him, ask him, text him, something. Why? Why can't I let this SOB out of my heart?
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
