Today a guy friend of mine told me that H has the best of both worlds. He 'has' me and the kids and he has his ow. He not only feels like the King, but he IS the King, it is something that would feel ideal to any man....(well, as a matter of speech) Anyway, he told me that H feels safe as he knows that 2 women adore him. He told me that if H were to feel he's loosing me, that most probably he'd have to put all his eggs in one basket (the ow's) and he said he thought that at that point H would realize what he has lost. Of course this is a recap of all that was said, but it's what it came down to.
I think......
I agree.
H is in the safety zone....he's incredibly comfortable, and all I have done is enabled that....What a fool I've been.
No more telling him that I am going dark, .....from now on, I will not be as available, I'm off to follow my 'yellow brick road !'
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Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
